noun: acquiescence; plural noun: acquiescences
the reluctant acceptance of something without protest.
As time goes by, you have to make choices that will open or close doors for you in every aspect of life. But I’m not trying to be all deep with these words, I believe that when the time is up, you can either accept it or go against it.
In my case, I think that if things do not go as planned or as once mentalized, I’m just reluctant to go with that flow. I have to see myself trapped and without resources or moves before that final checkmate moment.
The work hours for a job position ends, the time for being in a place ends, the lastingness of a situation has to stop. Everything good and bad has a life span. Hopefully, I’ll find a job soon so I can quit with all this alone time that has me in a continuous spiral of thoughts, stressing myself.